你该直接吻她的
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麻药散去,缝合的伤口还在隐隐作痛,你想伸手摸摸他的脑袋,碍于疼痛还是努力的扯了个笑容出来:
“抱歉啊,失约了,阑尾炎差点要了我的命。”
“Don’t...don’t apologize.I was just...worried about you.”
“没事哒,你最近怎么样呀?”
“I...I’ve been okay,just...been working and...thinking about you,honestly.”
“……想我?”
他盯着自己膝盖上绞在一起的手,点了点头。
“Yeah...I’ve been thinking about you a lot.I...I was just worried about you,and I...I missed you.”
你愣了一下,明显听懂了言外之意,但作为医生,你不想、也不应该和自己的患者产生什么情感纠葛,这和心理医生爱上自己的病患一样让你感到羞耻和罪恶。
虽然严格意义上,你是一名外科医生,你开始后悔给了他过多的关照,你总是这样。
“不用担心,没事了,我除了周四和周六,都在医务处,你生病的时候可以来找我。”
Konig的胸膛好像被什么填满了,身子往前探了探。
“I...I’ll remember that.And I’ll come visit you in the medical bay whenever I want to see you,right?”
你狠了狠心,半眯起眼睛装作快要睡过去的样子。
“嗯...我有些累了,等我好点我们再聊,好吗?”
他也嗯了一声,声音平静而温和,然后小心翼翼的起身离开,放轻脚步不发出一点声响,结果被扒在门口的莱利和约翰吓了一跳。
“你该直接吻她的,sb。”莱利摇了摇头,恨铁不成钢的看着他。
“Hey...I...I can’t just do that,I can’t just...just kiss her out of nowhere!!!”
约翰也着急起来:“wht not?很显然你喜欢她,她也不讨厌你。”
他的声音小下去了一点:“I..I do,I do like her...But...but i can’t just kiss her out of the blue.What if she doesn’t feel the same way about me?”
莱利叹了口气:“如果你在我刚做完手术后缠着我废话半天,我只会让你赶紧滚。她能和你说那么久,很明显了。”
“But...but what if you’re wrong?”
“What if...what if she only talks to me out of pity,ot because she feel sorry for me?”
莱利和约翰沉默了,Konig说的对,这很有可能:“所以你们究竟到哪一步了?”
“We...we haven’t done much,just talked a lot,and she’s...she’s been teaching me some things and...well,we’ve just been spending a lot of time together, that’ all.”
约翰认可的点了点头:“很有效果,你这五分钟里说的话,比过去五个月加起来还要多。”
莱利翻了个白眼:“五年吧。”
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